Finding the Light and Following It
So my web presence has returned somewhat, though I have yet to really try to write anything new. Never the less I have been doing quite a bit of free writing of late, and working an overnight shift at my new job, tends to afford me some extra time to pour into the writing as well, now I just need to use it appropriately.
It is very difficult to get back into the swing of things and come up with something new to write about. I do want to finish some projects that I have started, but I want to warm up first before I dive too deeply into those, and there are quite a bit of unfinished projects that I have going on. I’ve got an idea for something folksy and short that I hope to post soon to my main site, so look for it soon hopefully.
I’ve been in a rather deep and dark hole over the past 4-5 months, if not longer if you count the smaller web presence I had before that, and I am starting to slowly claw my way out of it and find my way again, along with it I have a mental image in my head on where I want to be in the next six months and a goals/checklist to follow along with that I am slowly going through and hope to complete most by the end of the year and before my next birthday next year, but one day/step at a time I guess.
I will say it was good to take a break, but I wish I had recognized what was going on earlier while I took that break and retreated some. I have my roommate, which is also a good friend of mine, in thanking for helping to snap me out of it, and despite how much I want to be on my own again, I am quite glad he was around to help me when I needed it.
For now I am just glad to be back in the swing of things and look forward to completing some goals and moving forward and not let a little failure get me down and make me retreat again like it did this past time. That hole was far too dark and lonely, and I don’t want to be there ever again.
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